MASSIVE HARLOW FROM ME :3

hi hi hi guys gosh I miss everyone so so much!! >< I wish I could stay in primary 5 forever, cause it was my best year with you guys. but alas, we all have to grow up and make more friends. I'm glad that you all have found the right cliques and are in a state of happiness in your schools ^ ^

So Celeste and I were chatting on ask.fm (weird right HAHA but wellz) and we were thinking of having a sleepover right after she comes back from USA (lucky lucky pig.) ...
... but I don't think I am able to go, sorry about that.

Lately there had been SO so many things that happened at home. I'm basically just stuck in the middle of every conversation, then left alone in a dilemma. It frustrates me so much, so much that I really want to talk to you guys a lot more. So much that I regretted having not told you the things I really wanted to tell you guys.



But recently I wrote a message to you guys. I was feeling lost then, and I just wanted to escape that period of time for the longest time I could. I wished to never stop typing, and to just talk to you guys endlessly. It felt so great to be talking to you guys, knowing that you'd always support me in any way you could. Like, I didn't have to worry about anything that had bothered me at that time. The bad things disappear and everything in life suddenly seems so amazing.

Don't worry, I'm not thinking of stupid things. Like I had said... I'm just so lost right now. And believe me, I never want to stop typing. This blog (as well as my other personal blog) is my 'escape zone'. I don't wish to leave this magical place, and go back to a chaotic universe. I honestly hated that place.



Even so, we all have to be realistic. I have to find new friends, and so do you all. It's hard for me to find the people who are comfortable with me, and me with them, too. But anyway, I invite you to read this message that I had written. It's not that I want you to force you to have to talk to me again, to never ignore me, stuff like that. I just thought of letting you guys know of how I feel whenever I flip through the pictures of us. I miss us.

Here's the link hehe.
http://weareinfinite-xoxo.blogspot.sg/2013/11/a-letter-to-my-best-friends-from-5.html#comment-form

I hope tomorrow would be kinder to me, as well to you guys too :)

Renata xx